Mists.Net Journals

Yesterday, I spent a good portion of my day outside enjoying the summer weather, of course the thought of putting on sun screen completely blew my mind. So needless to say my usual Casper white skin is pink. It doesn't hurt much, but makes me look more ridiculous than usual.

Lately, nothing too interesting has been going on. Pretty much summer classes and work have consumed a good portion of my time. I made some excellent choices in regards to my summer courses, they've been pretty interesting and have had relatively moderate course work load thus far.

Life has been good, just busy and I kind of like it that way. I enjoy always having something to do either for pleasure or... pain If nothing else, having the option to do something.

As most people know, I've lost a bit of weight in the past year. People seem to have been amazed at it, like I had found the Holy Grail of Weight Loss and I'm hoarding its secrets from the world. I always get a bit tickled when they how I have done such. What I've done there is nothing special; staying active and having a moderate diet (in regards to portions, I still eat whatever I want) is what I've done. It takes nothing more than that and a little bit of drive/commitment. I guess you have to be doing it for the "right reasons", not only to change your appearance. I've kept to it because I use exercise (jogging) as an outlet. Some people mediate or involve themselves in a hobby, but for me it is jogging. Combine that and the desire to be healthy, you have my motivation to sticking with it.

I've gotten some interesting reactions to it, too. Everything kind of reaction from amazement/non-recognition to negativity/jealousy. It has been an interesting experience.

Okay, so I decided to once again continue streaming my thoughts directly on the interwebs, once again. Scary, I know. Hopefully, I won't clog the tubes! Just don't expect frequent updates and of course if you really want to know what's going on in my life... Just give me a buzz.

Hey,

I just want to say thank Ryan for having this site, but I have decided to longer post blogs about my life and all.

If a friend wants to know what is going on in my life they will just call me up.

Tootles to all

- Bernadette

I may in the future make a domain that has just silly comics. I will email the site later. It will be something like VG cats

Hello everyone!

Well so far that I see two peoples read my last entry so weee! I do have an audience.

Anywho, last week was ahhhhhhhh with studying and project and everything. Oh man.

I finished a project that we were given about six weeks to do and during that time I did it 4 times! Yep you read right! FOUR FLIPPING times.

I got it perfected and finished in two days! Oh thank you Jesus. I could not have done so without Isaac's help. He is so good to me. I am very happy. He loves and cares for me as much as I love and care for him. I am very thankful and greatfull for that.

Tonight we are planning to walk late at night and feed the bunnies. They are soooo cute.
I just want to pick one up one day and be like awwww you so cute.

School is still as crazy as ever but I am getting by. With my efforts and everything my professors tells me that I will do great things in the future.

Everything in my life has finally for the first time feel complete. School is a bitch but hey you can't have everything, I am talking to my brother and mother, money is not too horrible but I am surviving, Isaac is awesome, and my friends are still as sweet as always.

I owe these current moments to the bad and good that has happened to me in the past, because sometimes I look back and think of how I got to be where I am now. And it hits me....the answer is the past. I have traveled so many bumps and loops and holes that I know now how to avoid and be cautious around those disorders.

I just pray that whatever bump or detour I hit in the future I will always recall to the past.

I look in the mirror and I am seeing myself again. I see me. I am growing my hair just the way I like it (I hated it short! I always did), I am loosing weight, my eyes are no longer hiding tears, my skin tone is more vivid and flush, but most of all I can't stop smiling.

teehee.

I hope everyone is doing well as well.

*hugs* to all

Best Easter EVER!

Wow! It has been awhile since I have had such a great year of good luck with hoilday's. I had such a great time at the Serbin's. They are sweet people. I like them.

We did an egg hunt.....me and Isaac. teehee and by accident we cheated with the whole egg hunt thing...well they hid them at night and we were walking inside the house to find a fun movie to watch together. I swears! We did not mean too.

That same day I visited the magical world of SAM's club! I never have gone there! It was cool! Everything was huge! HUGE! I was in desperate search for a life size gummie bear....but it was no where to be found.

How sad.

The next day we had huge steaks! you guessed it.. yes, we got them from SAM's club. I did not eat all of it but I tried my very best.

Great weekend: Lots of food and laughter and love which is always nice.

My life is going okay. The only thing that is sucking right now is school, but other than that things are beautiful.

I miss my papa and hanging with friends.

Maybe when life is less demanding I will be able to hang with everyone.